Who knew now getting bullied by just three girls could be just as awful as the whole school?
Whenever I walk by those three girls cry, "EWWW SHE FARTED!" In front of everyone.
Of course, everyone believes them and runs away from me.
They also blame me on everything.
"Oh I'm sorry Mrs. Smith! She ruined my project."
I DIDN'T RUIN ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!
Once when they said I farted I lost it.
"I DIDN'T FART FOR THE ONE THOUSANDTH TIME! YOU PROBABLY FARTED!!!! MY FIVE YEAR OLD COUSINS MAKE FART JOKES LIKE YOU GUYS! STOP BULLYING ME AND GET AWAY FROM ME!" Realizing what I just said, I said again, "have a nice day." Then I walked away, without looking back. The girls stood open mouthed. The popular girls were also my friends now and always made me feel better. One of the mean girls tried to talk to me and I just ignored them. Now I feel guilty but I think it was the right thing???? The bullying stopped from most people. Just not them.
Wednesday, September 25, 2013
Tuesday, September 24, 2013
Popular Girls
Today at school, the bullying stopped. FREEDOM!!!!
Also, I realized three popular girls watch my videos.
1. One girl asked me a week ago, "How did you do mckenna's hair?" "What do you mean?" I replied. "In that AGSM you made!" She responded. A popular girl watched that video.
2. "How do,you make those awesome AGSM's?" Another girl asked me.
3. "I love your AGSM's."
Popular girls all said that to me. Even through the bullying, you have fans. ;)
Also, I realized three popular girls watch my videos.
1. One girl asked me a week ago, "How did you do mckenna's hair?" "What do you mean?" I replied. "In that AGSM you made!" She responded. A popular girl watched that video.
2. "How do,you make those awesome AGSM's?" Another girl asked me.
3. "I love your AGSM's."
Popular girls all said that to me. Even through the bullying, you have fans. ;)
Hurt by words....
Words I heard all week:
"Watch out! Here comes the doll lover."
"Doll lover alert! Run!"
"Loser."
"Dorks play with dolls!"
"Seriously, dolls? Are you like five?"
"Here comes the doll lover."
"Where you late because you were playing with your dolls??"
I cried every night.
I was very angry.
Just ignore the haters. They have no idea what they are talking about.
You are amazing!!
For no matter what you do.
I will stay on AGTube, my home.
"Watch out! Here comes the doll lover."
"Doll lover alert! Run!"
"Loser."
"Dorks play with dolls!"
"Seriously, dolls? Are you like five?"
"Here comes the doll lover."
"Where you late because you were playing with your dolls??"
I cried every night.
I was very angry.
Just ignore the haters. They have no idea what they are talking about.
You are amazing!!
For no matter what you do.
I will stay on AGTube, my home.
Ignore the haters!
It was not easy being around bullies everyday until today when they stopped.
"I can't believe she still likes ag."
"What a dork!"
"Loser!"
I was so upset I didn't even want to go to dance class, my favorite thing to do when the bullying started. I ripped up my favorite drawing I ever did, too. I ruined my other painting. I threw away my book I wrote. It was horrible. I was angry at home and forgot to do a homework sheet. The bullying was only for a week, but that week was torture. The little kids stood up for me and high fives me whenever they saw me. But when they did, everyone in my class would laugh. Some girls didn't laugh, but only about three. The older kids tripped me, made fun of me, and called me a dork. I sat with no one at lunch and no one would ask.
They all knew I still loved dolls.
I wouldn't talk. I was too angry.
I even pretended I was sick to not go to school, but it didn't work.
I am still here on AGtube.
Why?
How did you get through all the bullying?
I just ignored them. Stephenswodadancer is an adult and loves dolls!
Now everyone apologized. Except for two kids. Sometimes they still tease me. I am now not a loner and I am accepted again.
Once, one girl even accused me of looking through her lunch box even when I wasn't even near her lunch box!
She also took away my paper when I was out of the room so I got in trouble.
My BFF Caroline hates that I love dolls. We were fighting a lot last week.
I was mad from the bullying.
She wouldn't let me explain because now she hates ag. Totally.
I don't know what happened. Will we ever be friends?
The truth is.... Our friendship is falling apart. I really don't want it too. I feel like she doesn't want to hang out anymore. She only texts me for five minutes. Since the bullying I've been really, really, really angry. I will still stay on AGTube. Even if the kids kill me with their words. If I'm still on AGTube after all of this, I will be on for the rest of my life. <3
"I can't believe she still likes ag."
"What a dork!"
"Loser!"
I was so upset I didn't even want to go to dance class, my favorite thing to do when the bullying started. I ripped up my favorite drawing I ever did, too. I ruined my other painting. I threw away my book I wrote. It was horrible. I was angry at home and forgot to do a homework sheet. The bullying was only for a week, but that week was torture. The little kids stood up for me and high fives me whenever they saw me. But when they did, everyone in my class would laugh. Some girls didn't laugh, but only about three. The older kids tripped me, made fun of me, and called me a dork. I sat with no one at lunch and no one would ask.
They all knew I still loved dolls.
I wouldn't talk. I was too angry.
I even pretended I was sick to not go to school, but it didn't work.
I am still here on AGtube.
Why?
How did you get through all the bullying?
I just ignored them. Stephenswodadancer is an adult and loves dolls!
Now everyone apologized. Except for two kids. Sometimes they still tease me. I am now not a loner and I am accepted again.
Once, one girl even accused me of looking through her lunch box even when I wasn't even near her lunch box!
She also took away my paper when I was out of the room so I got in trouble.
My BFF Caroline hates that I love dolls. We were fighting a lot last week.
I was mad from the bullying.
She wouldn't let me explain because now she hates ag. Totally.
I don't know what happened. Will we ever be friends?
The truth is.... Our friendship is falling apart. I really don't want it too. I feel like she doesn't want to hang out anymore. She only texts me for five minutes. Since the bullying I've been really, really, really angry. I will still stay on AGTube. Even if the kids kill me with their words. If I'm still on AGTube after all of this, I will be on for the rest of my life. <3
Hi
Today two amazing things happened <3
1. The bullying stopped. ;)
Everyone is now ok that I like dolls and are getting back to their lives.
2. Today at school the most popular girl ran up to me. Shes in my class. She whispered to me, "your ag videos are really cool." I stood there in shock. She was so popular and watched my videos!! "Thanks!" I whispered back. I was really amazed popular girls watched my videos, too!
Well ha to my BFF Caroline. She now tells me ag is stupid. Wait until she hears the popular girls watch my AGSMs!
1. The bullying stopped. ;)
Everyone is now ok that I like dolls and are getting back to their lives.
2. Today at school the most popular girl ran up to me. Shes in my class. She whispered to me, "your ag videos are really cool." I stood there in shock. She was so popular and watched my videos!! "Thanks!" I whispered back. I was really amazed popular girls watched my videos, too!
Well ha to my BFF Caroline. She now tells me ag is stupid. Wait until she hears the popular girls watch my AGSMs!
Saturday, September 21, 2013
Hey guys.....
My BFF, Caroline loved AG dolls.
But today she told me her dolls were in the attic.
Caroline sadly grew out of AG.
She hates it that I talk about AG but she is okay that I love AG.
Now I have no friends who love AG dolls.
Or at least that I know in real life.
You all are my friends!
I just do not know you in real life.
I will never grow out of my dolls until I die!
I love my eight dolls and I am very grateful for them.
AGTube is my home.
and forever it will be
<3
My BFF, Caroline loved AG dolls.
But today she told me her dolls were in the attic.
Caroline sadly grew out of AG.
She hates it that I talk about AG but she is okay that I love AG.
Now I have no friends who love AG dolls.
Or at least that I know in real life.
You all are my friends!
I just do not know you in real life.
I will never grow out of my dolls until I die!
I love my eight dolls and I am very grateful for them.
AGTube is my home.
and forever it will be
<3
Friday, September 20, 2013
ALSO....
today at school for the second graders it was Cowgirls and Cowboys day. So all the second graders wore cowgirl and cowboy stuff. As I got off the bus, one second grader was carrying her Saige doll to her classroom. I smiled and thought about my dolls. I have Saige too! Then I heard a girl in my class whisper to someone behind me, "see dolls are a second grade thing! not an OLDER kid." I got really mad and almost lost my temper.
When I lose my temper, I scream and tell them to back off. I just cannot handle when I lose my temper! Well, I am glad I did not lose my temper. lol
I just reminded myself about all the high schooler and college AGTubers like Basilmentos, Girloftheyearstudios, and Stephanswodadancer.
Dolls can be for ANYONE! From five year olds to even 63 year olds! Anyone can have dolls, even if you think you are too old. ANYONE can still be a kid! Some people think 11+ kids are too old for dolls, but really dolls are for anyone! I have an 18 year old neighbor who loves AG! Just ignore the people who say you are too old for dolls. Don't be embarrassed! Just remember, ANYONE can love and play with dolls. ;)
today at school for the second graders it was Cowgirls and Cowboys day. So all the second graders wore cowgirl and cowboy stuff. As I got off the bus, one second grader was carrying her Saige doll to her classroom. I smiled and thought about my dolls. I have Saige too! Then I heard a girl in my class whisper to someone behind me, "see dolls are a second grade thing! not an OLDER kid." I got really mad and almost lost my temper.
When I lose my temper, I scream and tell them to back off. I just cannot handle when I lose my temper! Well, I am glad I did not lose my temper. lol
I just reminded myself about all the high schooler and college AGTubers like Basilmentos, Girloftheyearstudios, and Stephanswodadancer.
Dolls can be for ANYONE! From five year olds to even 63 year olds! Anyone can have dolls, even if you think you are too old. ANYONE can still be a kid! Some people think 11+ kids are too old for dolls, but really dolls are for anyone! I have an 18 year old neighbor who loves AG! Just ignore the people who say you are too old for dolls. Don't be embarrassed! Just remember, ANYONE can love and play with dolls. ;)
I whisper to myself every day, "ignore the bullies...."
Today at school it was a half day! So, we could play on out electronics for some of the day. I was on my doll instagram on my iPad. Well, I did not know that two girls were spying behind me and I just randomly turned around because I heard a bump. Then they starting laughing and pointed at the picture of my dolls. THen they hid behind the book shelf like they were before. I also heard them whispering, "OMG AG really?" Then I heard laughing.
Ignore the haters. I will never leave AGTube no matter what! Even if they embarrass me in front of the whole world. I will always love AG and no one can change who I am <3
Thanks for 249 subscribers! Just one more and I will be halfway to 300! Thank you guys for supporting me, even though you guys do not know me! I have been through a lot of bullying lately...... But I am keeping strong! And yes, I got a doll and human instagram!
:)
Today at school it was a half day! So, we could play on out electronics for some of the day. I was on my doll instagram on my iPad. Well, I did not know that two girls were spying behind me and I just randomly turned around because I heard a bump. Then they starting laughing and pointed at the picture of my dolls. THen they hid behind the book shelf like they were before. I also heard them whispering, "OMG AG really?" Then I heard laughing.
Ignore the haters. I will never leave AGTube no matter what! Even if they embarrass me in front of the whole world. I will always love AG and no one can change who I am <3
Thanks for 249 subscribers! Just one more and I will be halfway to 300! Thank you guys for supporting me, even though you guys do not know me! I have been through a lot of bullying lately...... But I am keeping strong! And yes, I got a doll and human instagram!
:)
Wednesday, September 18, 2013
Hey guys! MY SCHOOL WON THE SAIGE CONTEST! :D
Also, today at school an author visited so the whole school was in the gym. Even high schoolers! So the author knew our school won the contest so he asked if anyone knew about AG or liked AG. I thought about it for a minute, than I proudly raised my hand higher than ever. I slowly put it down as everyone laughed at me, because all the little kids raised their hands too. Then, a feeling hit me. I could not take the laughing anymore, even from my own classmates, but they think my videos are cool. I said something like this, "I admit it! I LOVE AG! But you guys cannot make me hate AG. I love my eight AG dolls like my own sisters. No one can change who I am! Even if little kids play with AG, that does not make me a little kid! Anyone can love AG." after that, some girls clapped. Than, a eighth grader raised her hand and cried, "I LOVE AG DOLLS!" I was not the only one :)
I love AG dolls that much <3
and being here on AGTube makes me the happiest girl ever!
Bullies cannot make me hate AGTube or bring me down.
Older kids laughed at me all day, it was torture. But I do not care. I just ignore them and look away. I love being a part of AGTube, my home <3
Also, today at school an author visited so the whole school was in the gym. Even high schoolers! So the author knew our school won the contest so he asked if anyone knew about AG or liked AG. I thought about it for a minute, than I proudly raised my hand higher than ever. I slowly put it down as everyone laughed at me, because all the little kids raised their hands too. Then, a feeling hit me. I could not take the laughing anymore, even from my own classmates, but they think my videos are cool. I said something like this, "I admit it! I LOVE AG! But you guys cannot make me hate AG. I love my eight AG dolls like my own sisters. No one can change who I am! Even if little kids play with AG, that does not make me a little kid! Anyone can love AG." after that, some girls clapped. Than, a eighth grader raised her hand and cried, "I LOVE AG DOLLS!" I was not the only one :)
I love AG dolls that much <3
and being here on AGTube makes me the happiest girl ever!
Bullies cannot make me hate AGTube or bring me down.
Older kids laughed at me all day, it was torture. But I do not care. I just ignore them and look away. I love being a part of AGTube, my home <3
Friday, September 6, 2013
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