Hey guys!
One girl in my class called me one night and she NEVER said this to me before!
"I really like your AG stopmotions. They are really cool!"
OMG.
This was awesome! A girl called me from my class just to say that she liked my videos! I was so happy!
She also requested me to do a special AGMV for her! It will be a surprise.....
The AGMV will be made this weekend, edited this weekend, and uploaded on Sunday or Monday.
:)
Oh bye.... SCHOOL TIME.

Who knew now getting bullied by just three girls could be just as awful as the whole school?
Whenever I walk by those three girls cry, "EWWW SHE FARTED!" In front of everyone.
Of course, everyone believes them and runs away from me.
They also blame me on everything.
"Oh I'm sorry Mrs. Smith! She ruined my project."
I DIDN'T RUIN ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!
Once when they said I farted I lost it.
"I DIDN'T FART FOR THE ONE THOUSANDTH TIME! YOU PROBABLY FARTED!!!! MY FIVE YEAR OLD COUSINS MAKE FART JOKES LIKE YOU GUYS! STOP BULLYING ME AND GET AWAY FROM ME!" Realizing what I just said, I said again, "have a nice day." Then I walked away, without looking back.  The girls stood open mouthed.  The popular girls were also my friends now and always made me feel better. One of the mean girls tried to talk to me and I just ignored them.  Now I feel guilty but I think it was the right thing???? The bullying stopped from most people. Just not them.

Popular Girls

Today at school, the bullying stopped.  FREEDOM!!!!
Also, I realized three popular girls watch my videos.
1. One girl asked me a week ago, "How did you do mckenna's hair?" "What do you mean?" I replied. "In that AGSM you made!" She responded. A popular girl watched that video.
2. "How do,you make those awesome AGSM's?" Another girl asked me.
3. "I love your AGSM's."

Popular girls all said that to me. Even through the bullying, you have fans. ;)

Hurt by words....

Words I heard all week:
"Watch out! Here comes the doll lover."
"Doll lover alert! Run!"
"Loser."
"Dorks play with dolls!"
"Seriously, dolls? Are you like five?"
"Here comes the doll lover."
"Where you late because you were playing with your dolls??"

I cried every night.
I was very angry.

Just ignore the haters.   They have no idea what they are talking about.
You are amazing!!
For no matter what you do.
I will stay on AGTube, my home.

Ignore the haters!

It was not easy being around bullies everyday until today when they stopped.
"I can't believe she still likes ag."
"What a dork!"
"Loser!"
I was so upset I didn't even want to go to dance class, my favorite thing to do when the bullying started.  I ripped up my favorite drawing I ever did, too.  I ruined my other painting.  I threw away my book I wrote.  It was horrible.  I was angry at home and forgot to do a homework sheet.  The bullying was only for a week, but that week was torture.  The little kids stood up for me and high fives me whenever they saw me.  But when they did, everyone in my class would laugh.  Some girls didn't laugh, but only about three.  The older kids tripped me, made fun of me, and called me a dork.  I sat with no one at lunch and no one would ask.
They all knew I still loved dolls.
I wouldn't talk.  I was too angry.
I even pretended I was sick to not go to school, but it didn't work.
I am still here on AGtube.
Why?
How did you get through all the bullying?
I just ignored them.  Stephenswodadancer is an adult and loves dolls!
Now everyone apologized. Except for two kids.  Sometimes they still tease me.  I am now not a loner and I am accepted again.
Once, one girl even accused me of looking through her lunch box even when I wasn't even near her lunch box!
She also took away my paper when I was out of the room so I got in trouble.
My BFF Caroline hates that I love dolls.  We were fighting a lot last week.
I was mad from the bullying.
She wouldn't let me explain because now she hates ag. Totally.
I don't know what happened.  Will we ever be friends?
The truth is.... Our friendship is falling apart. I really don't want it too.  I feel like she doesn't want to hang out anymore.  She only texts me for five minutes.  Since the bullying I've been really, really, really angry.  I will still stay on AGTube.  Even if the kids kill me with their words.  If I'm still on AGTube after all of this, I will be on for the rest of my life. <3

Hi

Today two amazing things happened <3
1. The bullying stopped. ;)
Everyone is now ok that I like dolls and are getting back to their lives.

2. Today at school the most popular girl ran up to me.  Shes in my class. She whispered to me, "your ag videos are really cool." I stood there in shock. She was so popular and watched my videos!! "Thanks!" I whispered back.  I was really amazed popular girls watched my videos, too!

Well ha to my BFF Caroline. She now tells me ag is stupid.  Wait until she hears the popular girls watch my AGSMs!

Hey guys.....
My BFF, Caroline loved AG dolls.
But today she told me her dolls were in the attic.
Caroline sadly grew out of AG.
She hates it that I talk about AG but she is okay that I love AG.
Now I have no friends who love AG dolls.
Or at least that I know in real life.
You all are my friends!
I just do not know you in real life.
I will never grow out of my dolls until I die!
I love my eight dolls and I am very grateful for them.
AGTube is my home.
and forever it will be
<3